So Day 2 is all about my worst fears and how I got them.
1) Failure. I'm pretty sure every one has this fear, for me it's also a fear of not being important. I guess I always thought that if you were important and your opinion mattered to everyone then you had success in life. However, now I'm learning that this is not always true, some times success in life just means that you were happy and were strong in your beliefs no matter what anyone else thought. I think I'm still afraid though: of not getting good grades, not getting a good job, etc. etc. But I think these are fears we all have.
2) Getting seriously injured or having a serious illness. I'm a super active person so the thought that if I get injured or sick I would have to give up a lot of the things I do, quite frankly terrifies me. I'm always worrying about what would happen to me if I got really sick and had to stay in the hospital or if I got seriously injured and ended up being crippled. Although I guess if these things did happen I could always spend more time focusing on the more creative things that I do like writing, piano, and painting.
3) Dolls. For whatever reason I have an irrational fear of dolls. They're just creepy, they're like little people. What makes it even worse is when people start making the dolls more life like, for example the dolls that can "eat" and "talk", then they really are like little people. The funny part about this is that I used to have dolls as a little kid and I loved them. I played with those things all the time. I'm not really sure what made me start being scared of them, although if I had to guess it's probably because of all the creepy horror movies that have dolls. As a child I was very sensitive to everything I saw so even just seeing a commercial for one of these movies scared me.
So those are my three worst fears I think that at least two of them I share with most people, as for the dolls, I'm sure I'm not the only one hahaha. Hope you enjoyed!
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